This is really late, I know, but I only just decided on a resolution for this year. I'm going to write/blog more. I realised I did not write much in 2012, primarily because my modules in school were interpretation modules and essays do not count. Plus, I blogged a grand total of 4 times last year, one of which was a poem by someone else.
The thing is, blogging doesn't seem to come naturally to me nowadays. You know how when you were young and you would blog about every single mundane thing in your life even though nobody wanted to read about it? That, apparently, fades off with age. Social media websites like Facebook and Twitter probably play a part too. As it is, I'm kinda forcing myself to complete this entry just a teeny-weeny bit.
Anywayss, remember I said in the previous entry I would announce something? Well, that something did not work out. Long story. There's another something in the works now, but I need to wait and it is seriously killing me. I alternate between depression and frustration when I think about it. Depression because I have been lazing around the house for the past 4 months, and frustration because I feel that this waiting is totally unnecessary but I can't do anything about it. Then I'd force myself to remember that God's timing is perfect and that I shouldn't rush Him or complain and feel slightly better. After which, I'll feel desperate and frustrated again and wonder if I should give up. And the cycle goes on and on and on.
